I woke up in hurry as I was late in getting up. Alarms went unheard. I didn't mend my bed afterwards and everything was left where they were. I got ready, packed my bag and left when time showed little less than 7 am.
I came back from office. I saw a different bed altogether. Everything was in place the Playboy magazine folded nice and proper in one side of the bed. I didn't realise it at that time, but later while I was going to sleep, it struck and struck real good! Who mend my bed?
Gosh! I was the Bai, she very did it. I was embarrassed for the fact that she had always seen TIME on my bed which is now replaced by TITS and busty naked babes. Did she love it? What would have been her reaction? I don't know for sure but the way magazine was kept, that does suggest a lot of things.
I have hidden the magazine in one of the corners, depriving Bai of her 'good times'. Call me good or call me bad for the action but Playboys' are men's recreation.
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Voice is deceptive.
Listening to a female radio jockey..what is the one thought that come to my mind? Is she as beautiful as her voice? In most(rather all) the answer is NO. Female RJs are no Vidya Balan of 'Lagey Raho Munnabhai'. Reel life is indeed reel life which bears no resemblence to real word.
Why should I be cursing female RJs only having seen a live example a moments ago, when all my hopes came crashing down! Ohh my God! how sweet the voice was..I just could not put the receiver down after talking to her. I wished the calls were longer and not ending. I guess she felt the same..since I was the caller only a couple of times. My subtle/soothing voice did do some trick and without disappointment [smiling]. Now that I've used the great Facebook I realize that.....chhod yaar kya likhu..bas itna samajh lo ki katt gaya. Had she been the one whom I had been thinking her to be, it would still have been tolerable. I was witty, I was funny, I was considerate and what not..hoping for the best but....Now I need to be in check in the next conversation - no masala(or flirting) included.
There is another instance where I heard another voice, no appealing, hissing, attracting everybody's attention for being different, not in the positive sense. Yet when I actually relaized that this was the voice of a beautifully intelligent girl whose mention can be found in another post of mine, I was amazed.
I feel the strong urge to chalk a rule, with exceptions certainly a possibility that:
- Don't go by the voice - Although advised by many and learnt by experiences, I'm not sure if I can save myself from falling in the trap.
- Do check the source of the voice - The voice is deceptive..no rule can actually be formulated on that.
Thursday, June 23, 2011
A session with Sir Parvez
Title so because I treat him in high regards.
Having feeling not very good about my work environment these days, I tried to have a discussion with Parvez about the work life. I really won't like to elaborate much but gist can certainly be put here, before I go onto jot down key takeaways. I feel I'm too loaded these days, get no credit for the work I do, rather someone else is taking the credit and I do not feel enthusiatic about the work anymore. Thus I got into discussion with sir and I was 'enlightened'.
1. Prioritize - My per day work gets revised after every couple of hours and yet I'm expected to do all of them, whatever told whenever told. Sir advised to prioritize the task by asking upfront from the supervisor and telling timelines for each of the task. This way both, the supervisor and I will have a fair idea of the deliverables of a day and I'll have clear goals. Also keep a track of the work I do so that when September comes I've a ready reckoner.
2. Goals - Not idealistic but realistic. These days, while I 'prepare' for CAT, I set goals way ahead of my reach and end up shunning the preparing activity altogether. Getting up at 4 am is no way possible nor is study for 2 hours straight after coming back by 9 pm, at least not for the start. Start with something achievable say an hour in morning and build up on that. With not much time left, it's better to get a start or else the expectation/determination may die very early because of the magnitude of the task.
3. Involve - Sir could assess that it's the unsatisfaction at some level for the troubled soul. 'Twas the not getting credit/recognition in the current work scenario. I was asked to get involved in DU activity/Project PPA activity, Testing forums, white paper activity etc. This along with helping in getting recognition will also help in moderation and CAMS!
There is one more, I wish I could recollect it, but my eyes are burdened with sleep, plus I need to sleep 'early' (12 midnight already!) to get early.
One point before I go to sleep - A colleague of mine got into US and other got the visa. I got nothing. Not that I regret it, I miss it. There could be missing dot. Connecting...
Having feeling not very good about my work environment these days, I tried to have a discussion with Parvez about the work life. I really won't like to elaborate much but gist can certainly be put here, before I go onto jot down key takeaways. I feel I'm too loaded these days, get no credit for the work I do, rather someone else is taking the credit and I do not feel enthusiatic about the work anymore. Thus I got into discussion with sir and I was 'enlightened'.
1. Prioritize - My per day work gets revised after every couple of hours and yet I'm expected to do all of them, whatever told whenever told. Sir advised to prioritize the task by asking upfront from the supervisor and telling timelines for each of the task. This way both, the supervisor and I will have a fair idea of the deliverables of a day and I'll have clear goals. Also keep a track of the work I do so that when September comes I've a ready reckoner.
2. Goals - Not idealistic but realistic. These days, while I 'prepare' for CAT, I set goals way ahead of my reach and end up shunning the preparing activity altogether. Getting up at 4 am is no way possible nor is study for 2 hours straight after coming back by 9 pm, at least not for the start. Start with something achievable say an hour in morning and build up on that. With not much time left, it's better to get a start or else the expectation/determination may die very early because of the magnitude of the task.
3. Involve - Sir could assess that it's the unsatisfaction at some level for the troubled soul. 'Twas the not getting credit/recognition in the current work scenario. I was asked to get involved in DU activity/Project PPA activity, Testing forums, white paper activity etc. This along with helping in getting recognition will also help in moderation and CAMS!
There is one more, I wish I could recollect it, but my eyes are burdened with sleep, plus I need to sleep 'early' (12 midnight already!) to get early.
One point before I go to sleep - A colleague of mine got into US and other got the visa. I got nothing. Not that I regret it, I miss it. There could be missing dot. Connecting...
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Bak**od that I'm
Having atttended achievers' meet at a college, organised by TIME it was expected from me to study sincerely for all this remaining time of Sunday.
I'm sorry to say..but the inspiration has not materialzed till now. I came back having absorbed good enough knowledge and adsorb a few witty lines used by the speaker, who in appearance had a striking resemblance to a combination of one girl who went to IIM-A and another guy, from her batch, with whom I went for IBM off campus.
Once I was back I felt the desire to have something to eat, not out of hunger of course. I ate 2 Maggi, prepared with diligence. I watched TV..did a couple of 'exercise' and every other stuff but study.
I had burrowed the laptop from Nishant sir to start my RC prep. ROFL -Really?! I ask myself as I type this. The answer is YES. I did borrow it for studies. I just happened to check the yahoo mail.then gmail then office email and later facebook without realizing when the 2 mintute browing turned into hours of unproductive activity. When, about 5 minutes ago, it actually struck me to start the prep, I thought I should document the bakchodi events of today and thus I browsed Blogger as well!
I'm feeling sleepy now. I feel I should sleep. It's the best way to make dreams come true.
I'm sorry to say..but the inspiration has not materialzed till now. I came back having absorbed good enough knowledge and adsorb a few witty lines used by the speaker, who in appearance had a striking resemblance to a combination of one girl who went to IIM-A and another guy, from her batch, with whom I went for IBM off campus.
Once I was back I felt the desire to have something to eat, not out of hunger of course. I ate 2 Maggi, prepared with diligence. I watched TV..did a couple of 'exercise' and every other stuff but study.
I had burrowed the laptop from Nishant sir to start my RC prep. ROFL -Really?! I ask myself as I type this. The answer is YES. I did borrow it for studies. I just happened to check the yahoo mail.then gmail then office email and later facebook without realizing when the 2 mintute browing turned into hours of unproductive activity. When, about 5 minutes ago, it actually struck me to start the prep, I thought I should document the bakchodi events of today and thus I browsed Blogger as well!
I'm feeling sleepy now. I feel I should sleep. It's the best way to make dreams come true.
Friday, May 13, 2011
आज बाई आई है
आज मेरा दिन बन गया
आज बाई आई है
घर सज गया, खाना बन गया
आज बाई आई है
कपडे धुल गए, तह हो गए
आज बाई आई है
आज करीब एक हफ्ते के दुःख के बाद बाई आई और हमारे घर में खुशियों की बहार छा गयी। ना ही कपडे धोने की टेंशन न खाना बनाने की। मैं घर आया तो देखा सब कुछ बदल चुका था। इतनी ख़ुशी है की काफी कुछ लिखने का मन है, लेकिन थकान इतनी की हिम्मत नहीं होती..सुबह ५:३० का उठा हुआ हूँ। कैट जो ना कराये सो थोडा है।
आज क्लास में थोड़ी लग गयी मेरी, कोई competitor मिल गयी है मुझे। दो सवाल ऐसे आये जो मैंने बार बार गलत सोल्व किये। मैं ये सोच के संतुष्ट था की, ठीक है किसी का भी answer नहीं आ रहा है तो question ही फाडू होगा। लेकिन फिर उस बंदी ने मुंह खोला और दोनों answer सही बता दिए। मेरी इतनी फटी सिर्फ उसकी आवाज़ से, उस कांफिडेंस से, की मेरी हिम्मत ही नहीं हुई की उसको पलट के देखूं। खैर ऐसे देखना भी awkward लगता। पूरे रास्ते मैं इसी टेंशन में था, एक बंदी ने क्लास में मेरी supremacy की धज्जियाँ उड़ा दी थी..वो भी quant की क्लास में।
मुझे ऑफिस जाने के लिए आजकल २ ट्रेन बदलनी पड़ती है। सुख के दिन अब ख़त्म होते दिख रहे हैं। वो सुबह की ऑफिस की बस का आराम अब लोकल के धक्कों ने ले लिया है। But it is fun! My office is cool. SEZ में काम करने का अपना ही मज़ा है। बड़ा compound बड़ी बड़ी बिल्डिंग, बीच में हरियाली..awesome..आज मुझे कंप्यूटर भी मिल गया। पिछले २ दिन से मैं सिर्फ किताबो में टाइम काट रहा था..Now I've a PC to work on and I must say some actual work is lined up for months to come.
I'd given ASDA yesterday and as the result says..I've cleared it.
आज बाई आई है
घर सज गया, खाना बन गया
आज बाई आई है
कपडे धुल गए, तह हो गए
आज बाई आई है
आज करीब एक हफ्ते के दुःख के बाद बाई आई और हमारे घर में खुशियों की बहार छा गयी। ना ही कपडे धोने की टेंशन न खाना बनाने की। मैं घर आया तो देखा सब कुछ बदल चुका था। इतनी ख़ुशी है की काफी कुछ लिखने का मन है, लेकिन थकान इतनी की हिम्मत नहीं होती..सुबह ५:३० का उठा हुआ हूँ। कैट जो ना कराये सो थोडा है।
आज क्लास में थोड़ी लग गयी मेरी, कोई competitor मिल गयी है मुझे। दो सवाल ऐसे आये जो मैंने बार बार गलत सोल्व किये। मैं ये सोच के संतुष्ट था की, ठीक है किसी का भी answer नहीं आ रहा है तो question ही फाडू होगा। लेकिन फिर उस बंदी ने मुंह खोला और दोनों answer सही बता दिए। मेरी इतनी फटी सिर्फ उसकी आवाज़ से, उस कांफिडेंस से, की मेरी हिम्मत ही नहीं हुई की उसको पलट के देखूं। खैर ऐसे देखना भी awkward लगता। पूरे रास्ते मैं इसी टेंशन में था, एक बंदी ने क्लास में मेरी supremacy की धज्जियाँ उड़ा दी थी..वो भी quant की क्लास में।
मुझे ऑफिस जाने के लिए आजकल २ ट्रेन बदलनी पड़ती है। सुख के दिन अब ख़त्म होते दिख रहे हैं। वो सुबह की ऑफिस की बस का आराम अब लोकल के धक्कों ने ले लिया है। But it is fun! My office is cool. SEZ में काम करने का अपना ही मज़ा है। बड़ा compound बड़ी बड़ी बिल्डिंग, बीच में हरियाली..awesome..आज मुझे कंप्यूटर भी मिल गया। पिछले २ दिन से मैं सिर्फ किताबो में टाइम काट रहा था..Now I've a PC to work on and I must say some actual work is lined up for months to come.
I'd given ASDA yesterday and as the result says..I've cleared it.
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Week# 17
Sitting by the window with a calm breeze over my face surrounded by sound of a passing train and relatively quiter environment (since I live next to CG's plant) I write this post detailing activites of past 48 hours. I feel the need to put the date so as to keep a track..since there will many 48 hours in coming days, I might loose track! It is May 1, 2011 today.
Friday was no 'period' day..it was one of the 3 days of a week on which I can have non veg and drinks. I had eggs, the best I could do on that day and for the pupose of drinking I had KF. I was having a beer after a very very long time and no wonder as soon as I has it I felt the suroor, the effect. It got me slowly and never got any less till I dozed off. Although I tried to convince myself and others a zillion times that beer can't get me high, but it did. What vodka and whiskey failed to do beer did! The friday ended easy. I got off the dinner and went straight to bed. Saturday morning was lazy and late..I got up at 7 then slep again till hunger woke me up again at 11 am.
One cistern was lying dysfunctional since the time I joined this place and its repair was getting postponed since we could do with one. As they day 'necessity is the mother of invention' but it was 'emergency' that triggered the necessity to do some invention about cistern and I repaired it. I'm such an (jugaadu) engineer. I had Maggi+Cereals as my breakfast and I slept again. When I got up I set for CST to get some handy oldies (books) that I was longing to read. The journey was good! Central line have some classic stations - Chinchpokli, Byculla et al. scu typical names! The names make me love this city more. CST's architecture is majestic. I love the building. While searching for the book stores I reached Hutatma Chowk, which I had always wanted to visit and always confused it with some other crossing near Churchgate. It is advisable to visit Fort side whenever one visits Bombay. While enjoying the beauty of the place and with a feeling that I was moving on a wrong path I reached the place where I intended to reach. I bought 5 books..all were a good deal. Later I went to Marine drive, met Cock there. He is to leave Bombay on May 3 after completing his stint at Jamnalal Bajaj. We had some overpriced Pav Bhaji and returned.
Sunday was a early start and I continued an attempt to finish - 'It's not about the bike'..I'm still behind the schedule and a lot I must say. Afternoon was all about sleep and and lunch. Later in the evening, after a long long time Nishant sir and I played gully cricket. I was fun.
Friday was no 'period' day..it was one of the 3 days of a week on which I can have non veg and drinks. I had eggs, the best I could do on that day and for the pupose of drinking I had KF. I was having a beer after a very very long time and no wonder as soon as I has it I felt the suroor, the effect. It got me slowly and never got any less till I dozed off. Although I tried to convince myself and others a zillion times that beer can't get me high, but it did. What vodka and whiskey failed to do beer did! The friday ended easy. I got off the dinner and went straight to bed. Saturday morning was lazy and late..I got up at 7 then slep again till hunger woke me up again at 11 am.
One cistern was lying dysfunctional since the time I joined this place and its repair was getting postponed since we could do with one. As they day 'necessity is the mother of invention' but it was 'emergency' that triggered the necessity to do some invention about cistern and I repaired it. I'm such an (jugaadu) engineer. I had Maggi+Cereals as my breakfast and I slept again. When I got up I set for CST to get some handy oldies (books) that I was longing to read. The journey was good! Central line have some classic stations - Chinchpokli, Byculla et al. scu typical names! The names make me love this city more. CST's architecture is majestic. I love the building. While searching for the book stores I reached Hutatma Chowk, which I had always wanted to visit and always confused it with some other crossing near Churchgate. It is advisable to visit Fort side whenever one visits Bombay. While enjoying the beauty of the place and with a feeling that I was moving on a wrong path I reached the place where I intended to reach. I bought 5 books..all were a good deal. Later I went to Marine drive, met Cock there. He is to leave Bombay on May 3 after completing his stint at Jamnalal Bajaj. We had some overpriced Pav Bhaji and returned.
Sunday was a early start and I continued an attempt to finish - 'It's not about the bike'..I'm still behind the schedule and a lot I must say. Afternoon was all about sleep and and lunch. Later in the evening, after a long long time Nishant sir and I played gully cricket. I was fun.
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