Outcasts

I guess being outcasts is the fortune of tester, or probably my current work is the one making me believe this. Being cursed for asking (same) doubts, as they say, we refrain ourselves from going to them.
Brimming with anger at the response I get, I can totally send Tonsil girl's face flying into pieces with a knock.
Fuck!! but that's not how thing works. It's a professional world. Things are to be done with hell lot of mannerism. One can't be rowdy. That's what I don't like. I have issues, how to ask them with a smile on my face while my intention is to screw them all big time is what I have to learn. I'm not good at it and I'm a bad learner at picking up these 'smart' tricks.
This is yesterday's tale, having received a blunt reply from the 'poop scoop' I was filled with anger. I was staring at my monitor, without idea what I was looking to, Sud sir came by and said..'Abhi sun k le ye sab..bas yaad rakh usne jo bola. Unko unki aukaat dikhani hai'. Jha girl came along sir , she also chipped in..'yaar tu jo udhar sunta hai..udhar hi chhod k aa'. She had a valid point.
I'm still pissed with the poop show but yes I need to fuck them with my scripts. I won't be a self proclaimed 'outcast' any more!