Bhaang 2

I did all sort of activities that a inebriated person does. I wept and laughed at the same time that too in front of my father. I talked like insane, I was in my own world,I laughed like moron. Found out new theories and narrated it to my father. I did not feel any of my limbs..they all grew numb. My eyes became red. I lost control over myself. Getting into this state is fun!! It surely is.

I was against drinking, once. but since yesterday I'm a big fan of it. I had not believed till now that Khalil Gibran wrote a book in this situation..but now I have realised that this is the best possible physical state to write a book.

I was having chat with my cousin and I said the best of the best lines by me till date.

"Sabko peene se chadthi hai, mera toh peene k baad nasha hi utar gaya" . 

I'm happier now.

Bhaang

Bum bum bhole !!

har har mahadev !!

Jai ho bholenath ki !!

Hare rama hare krishna !!

Hare krishna hare ram !!

Maine bhaang pi hai.......Har har mahadev........maine aankhien band ki hui thi..mera sar ghoom gaya !! mazaaaaaaaa aa gaya...ab toh main Holi pe bhi bhaang piyunga !!

ab toh iske liye mujhe kahin bi jana padey !!

Itni peene ka mann nahi tha....but competition hai na,,piney pe mazzzzzboooooor kar deta hai. Mujhe abhi daant bhi pad sakti hai....abhi sota hoon....jaga hoon abhi tak, yahi badi baat hai.

Bum bum bhole !!

har har mahadev !!

Jai ho bholenath ki !!

Hare rama hare krishna !!

Hare krishna hare ram !!

Jai jai shiv shambhu

I have an exam in exactly 12 hours from now, though the subject is philosophy, I should read some theories to write answers of some relevance in exam today!!

I have been surfing internet for 3 hours now, search items basically comprised of "robin sparkles", "cobie smuldrs", " how I met your mother" , over youtube. Few links that I had liked are either downloaded or added to my favorite video list on orkut. I also checked out this page . I wanted to put the quotations there as my status on orkut but most of them are too long to fit in. These are awesome lines. They should be at least read if not followed.

Gemalto, an IT company came to our campus yesterday with the offer of 11 lacs per annum and other benefits extra!! I could not make it through though. This is the first recruitment test that I was not able to crack. I'm disappointed a little.

I think I should sleep now as I have already decided somewhere in my mind that I'm not going to WORK on my project. 'Tis certainly going to ruin me academically, at least by sleeping 'on time' I'll not be ruined biologically(physically).

Good night.

events @ T(w)oday

/* This blog was written 2 days ago !! */

Sitting idle, which I should not be given the workload and the hell lot of extra work that I need to do, I’m watching ‘How I met your mother’ season 1 for the Nth time. This series rocks man!! Sometimes I see myself as Ted sometimes as Marshal and sometimes Barney, but being Barney is less frequent. He is legendary!! Wedding songs are reaching my ears..a wedding ceremony is going on nearby. When I had started to watch an episode, I heard a pretty new song which I don’t remember now, but I had paused the video. My interest in the song was lost pretty soon and then I watched the paused video for 5 minutes at least, thinking, ‘why the video is not playing?’ and expected it to play on its own. Dumb me.

I was followed by a dog this evening while I was on the move. He came from behind and bumped into my thighs. I shook with fear and said a bad word, what was embarrassing is the fact that I was talking on the phone then. I tried to shoo the dog away but he didn’t leave. I soon recognized the dog, he was the same one who used to visit us everyday in the evening and stayed till late at night. He followed DiMi (Daddy and mummy) while they had their evening walk, wagging his tail. He left someday and then I found him at this place. How did I recognize him? It was through a school belt that was there when he used to visit us it was still there fitting tightly though. He has grown stronger and bulkier. I fear dogs a lot, so, despite the fact that he recognized me and I was happy about it, so much so that I wanted to cuddle him, I didn’t do it and shoo it away. He followed me till the time a bitch had spotted him, I was smiling at this and he did see me smiling and I said, “good hai!!”.

My final year project seems a big uncertainty, I could not locate my mentor even, I have visited her like 2-3 times a day and never found her in the cabin but her stole. I want to meet her and I don’t want to meet her. Clear thoughts!!

Louie and Spidy

Today morning I went to a store room which was once my study room. Ever since studying and I parted the room is dedicated to scrap(s) . There were webs all around and a number of subjects, mosquitoes(or Louie). I was troubled by one of the Louies and thus the 'discovery' instinct grew within me. In order to teach the Louie a lesson and satisfy my curiosity on, how a spider hunts, I decide to do an experiment. I tried to guide Louie to Spidy's abode. I blew, waved my hand , curved them in order to take Louie to the web. Whenever Louie reached the place , it kind of played with the web and again flew away. After many many tries it ultimately got 'trapped' in it. As soon as Louie started to struggle to get out of the web Spidy took notice of it and charged towards Louie. Louie too judged the situation well and stopped its struggle. I reckon spiders do have 4 pairs of eyes, but Spidy could not locate Louie when it had stopped moving. Quite exciting!! the struggle of a mosquito. I did wait for a bit but then how long could I have waited. I used a catalyst and waved my hand. In response to sudden flow of air Louie started moving again and in response Spidy also charged towward Louie. I stopped waving and Louie stopped moving, Spidy again lost the track of Louie. It happened 3-4 times and then I got bore of this play and I wanted to witness the hunt. I gave the final blow of air that almost detached the 'trap' from its place. Louie moved and kind of got away, but exausted out of previous attempts it got trapped again. Spidy didn't loose the track this time and got its 'sting' into Louie. Louie became numb instantaneously. Spidy moved away and started dancing, it did !! Moving back and forth at a distance from Louie. Spidy again charged to Louie this time using the special web-making-solution( killer as I call it) to tie legs of Louie all into one. Last time when I had performed the similar experiment the spider tied the legs with the wings of the mosquito. I guess the basic aim is to stop the motion of the insect. So as the Spidy grew a strong hold over Louie by tying legs together it also tied the wings. Death for Louie was inevitable. The sting and the killer had done the trick. Spidy soon wrapped Louie into a cocoon like structure and Louie's mummy was ready and left to the display for any 'visitor', like mummies of many other insects.

Kahani khatam, paisa hazam !!

A.T. & T.

It's not about the computing giant AT & T , it's a tale which has characters A.T. ,  T. , A.S. and of course A.R. (me). Few days prior the Valentine's day, I happened to talk to A.T. and I was asked a very regular question, "Who is your valentine?". I intially started with the denial that there is none but then I thought of a name T. and uttered it. I didn't think of any logic before I said the name but 'reflection' to the incident did give a logic. A.T. knows almost everybody I know except for few people from F.A.P.S. ( Frank Anthony) so T. was the obvious best choice. I used to study in FAPS where T. was my senior, that is all about T. . Since then, the time I said the name T, A.T. has been mocking me asking about my everyday plan with T. and how did I spend special day with T. Since no realtionship with T. exists other than her existence in my friendlist on Orkut,  there is/was no question of spending the day with her.

How did A.S.(s) get into this?? Well he is one of the best buddies I have. A.T.  shared the T. secret with A.S. and wrote a scrap asking about T. of course and asked him to check the T. funda with me.

This guy is a geni-ass(genius), I told him the story, the true one about T. but since he is a geni-ass he wrote a scrap with all his creativity to A.T. . I hope A.T. gets the joke, the first one by me about T. and the other from A.S. .

A.T. as you know, there is NO T. !!!

I'm.....

I'm so very fcuking confused over......,over a lot of stuff, a lot. A few very decisive and others very regular,huh. A week ago I had to face the question of a lifetime and it's not the first time that I had faced this question, what pissed me off was.....AGAIN, the same thing, what the eff !!!

I'm Cancerian..yes I'm and believe me..during hard times 1 thing I take refuge of is Astrology.It's a confidence booster(mind it Ma'am,whose English sucks far more than that of mine) . Hmm..as I look through the astrology chart and do my 'compatiability survey' , results makes me gloomy most of the time. It's already hard in real life to get the love and these star above are making things far more difficult.I'm cancerian world!! the best breed amongst the humans..why aren't things simple for me or if not simple then why are they so comlplex!!

I'm the person who HATES LIES, I HATE LIES,getting it the 'pageant winners' ,the dorks and normal human being if any left(except for few friends I have)!!! Despite of repeating the very fact all I get to hear is lies..the fucking lies and the dumbass liars believe that I'm one such moron who'll believe whatever they say. I didn't get the note tattooed over my forehead or anywhere that "Lie to me" but I did write everywhere on www "DO NOT LIE" but ye world hai na world..yahan do kism k log hotey hain ek jo pyaar se baat maan jaatey hain aur doosre jinko baat samjhaane k liye laat ka istemaal zaruri ho jaata hai, I'm dealing with a lot of people of category 2.

I'm not the master of anybody,not even the advisor..so DO NOT RUN to me for advice,pls I suck at this job.

I had talked to my best man last night...more on this, later.

I regret most of my act regarding the lady love when I had lost her(Everybody is wise after the incident) .True story. But then what's the better way to react to the situation at the instant , it just slips the love ,the tongue and many other things at the crucial moment.SIGH..

I don't know ....lets see,I don't want to loose you.